Drunk-in Love


She pushes all the right buttons as I take flight

I can’t sleep soundly till I see her at night
She’s the reason I don’t like sleeping alone
She’s the reason why I Ignore the phone
It’s her I think of when I close my eyes
She never stays long enough to say goodbye
She’s got more strength than the army
She’s faster than a falling star.
I hate it when she’s here sometimes, but can’t stand when we’re apart
She’s been with me; for as long as I can remember, She’s been with me since the start
I know the day I leave her, our dissipation would tear my heart apart
I lay in bed wondering about her, eager for her touch
But lately I’ve begun to ask myself if love her too much

“What kind of question is that? Don’t be stupid; why stop seeing her?
It’s not like she’s bad for you”
“You know what, other-self? I dont like your attitude.”

Maybe I need a muse,
Or something else to do.
I can’t keep wishing on these stars waiting for you.
When you’re here, you quickly disappear. Leavin me with an empty feeling
I end up feeling more alone, than I was in the beginning
And it’s been like this, quite honestly, since I can remember
I tell myself, “I need something longer lasting”
As she whispers, “nothing lasts forever.”

~ Jay

About 50 shadesof jay

I figure I can browse for a home on the line, faster than i'll be able to buy one made of bricks.
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